i'm crazy, i'm not crazy....

so, yesterday my ex hung up on me b/c i said no to her moving to nashville with my son. this was not even 24 hours ago. now, she's calling me and being sweet as molasses. what the hell? i just don't get her. i know. i know. i don't have to get her. that's not my job. still fucks with me. today, is my 5 month anniversary, celebrated unofficially. yippy for me. i've also developed several hair-brain schemes to get pimp rich. that's me. always thinking. you see, that's what you have to do. you have to use your mind to come up with an orginal idea and make a million dollars. . . like the pet rock.

i'm outty. got some recovery to get. nuff said. my mind refuses to focus.